Turning 25 of my life.....

Turning 25 of my life

Turning 25 of my life

In my Professional life, I have been destabilized by a number of unforeseen events and Problems and now which are propelling me to enter into an endless discussions and conflicts. The dramatized things have created distances in all my relations. Now I have compelled to realize that the attempt, I had started to get the first opportunity has pulled me down to the last. 

Skills, qualities developed during the yeas are seems to be nullify and of no use. Since the time you feel that you have been wrongly used for the sake of some one's self intend, then it’s very difficult to manage the happened events. And after the full time support, when you are exposed to someone then you feel a type of betrayal and ignorance take birth.

Now being ignored is the most difficult thing to bear in this world. Why not people simply sense that when someone's emotions hurt, what is the level of pain the person has to tolerate. I know I am unhappy, unsatisfied and unfulfilled and my intellectual things are becoming emotional.

I do not have the gut to say that things will change one day, but my every day ends up shouting all over myself. I do not know why sentimental items are becoming so important in my life, and I am also not able to figure it out. After a long time in my life, I came to know that every relationship does not matter and at the same time I don’t need every one to like me. 

People say that I am getting jealous but I know getting jealous is a complete wastage of emotions. But it strange some people expect us to be jealous to show that we care. It’s incredibly difficult to understand why people think and behave so, knowing the fact that the person must be feeling hurt inside. Feeling hurt itself is very scary and has a real impact on our lives. You will be not able to sleep; breath and all your systems will be failed within a short period of time. 

People have to remember that the past does not equal to the future. The things you do not need now may be the most important thing you will need one day and as a human being it’s always OK to wait for your time. 

Honesty, truthfulness is profoundly important in our life. So everyone has to realize and follow some basic concepts of life without hurting others. I don’t intend to promulgate my views and emotions here because things work for me does not necessarily will work for others.

Let’s try to figure it all out.

Dharmendra Tripathy